i dont actually have control over when im alseep or awake anymore
at some point(??) last night i just fell asleep where i was sitting but i could not tell you when. woke up at about 5:30am but so useless that it's almost 7am and i've been stuck in a boot loop this entire time and unable to do anything useful and i'm only just starting to be able to chain together more than two thoughts so i can do things like "make coffee" and "do all my morning medical bullshit"
too eepy to live :(
