This post has content warnings for: dark, needs CWs but not quite sure which ones, teardown of the self?, very unhealthy relationship, loss of agency.
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in reply to @Making-up-Demons's post:
... damn it, this prompt is perfect for the starter I have for a story.
I must not post it, I have enough concurrent longform stories
I must not post it, I have enough concurrent longform stories
I must not post it, I have enough concurrent longform stories
it is in my nature to tempt you.
think about how good it will feel to get that fresh concept out there...
Get thee behind me, demon!
Wait, no, shit now I don't know what you're up to
curse your demonic rituals!
Fine, I'll try and dig up that first chapter.
It's... somewhere.
I have no idea where.
Might have to retype it from scratch...
Do I remember enough of it...
🌶️ i think at this point it's telling of me that i saw this prompt and immediately went "ah yes, more egg story material"
in reply to @MiserablePileOfWords's post:
don't be sorry, if this is just a starter then i am very interested <3
it'll probably feel rougher than you hoped it'd be, maybe missed some sparks you can't recapture. but goodness it has that twist of horror and beauty i love so much. trading someone else's freedom for her own, but it being an illusion. very interested.
and yeah, this was like... half a story arc before I lost it, but it's just so... depressing to try to rewrite something again - and not in the usual way of like, editing a thing.
oh this is intense, damn
it'd be cool to see more if you're up for writing more, but you shouldn't feel like, obligated to if you're not in the space for it <3
❤️ thank you
We'll see. The other chapters are... even more vague (I barely remembered writing them in the first place, until things started coming back to me).
Who knows, maybe I'll just take an entirely fresh stab at it... someday. looks at the 65 billion other WIP longform stories
I kind of adore this? It's really intense in a really specific way, and I'm so glad you decided to go ahead with it. You should absolutely not be afraid to explore darker ideas in your writing. With proper CWs, no one's getting hurt, and no one will think less of you for having gone there. Fiction is a space where we can explore these unusual parts of ourselves.
Also, "loss of agency" is a common way to phrase this CW, I believe. "Teardown of the self" can absolutely stay as well, seeing as how specific it is. In any case, good work!
Wow, this has some real teeth, powerful stuff. It works as a standalone but if more of it does come back to you I'd love to read that too <3