The NSFW alt of @Becquerel! This is where you can find all the spicier art I commission, or maybe even one day draw in the future!
You can also find my at my nsfw twitter here!
"I just need to focus" hits me like a fucking truck. ADHD is so hard. I'm only 25 but lately it's been sinking in that I'm always going to be like this. I can work hard and develop coping mechanisms and strategies all I want but as much as I grow around it it's still there. That lack of execution function. That lack of trust in myself. The sensitivity to failure. It's never going away. It's a part of me that I love sometimes. Its creative and bubbly and has made amazing things I'm proud of. But sometimes I just need to focus.