Stratica

Bigender Trans Femboy Gaytor Bunboy

Freelance artist! Draws for a living-
18+ for Suggestive draws at times


I'm really not feeling it man. Not at fucking all lately. So much shit has been happening I just am hitting a limit.

When I got back from anthrocon, my mom was visibly ill and not her usual self in terms of disassociation and not seeming like her usual self. I called the doctor who prompted us to take her to the ER shortly in the morning, when I found out her sickness was from a stroke overnight she felt on the Saturday I was still at the con, and thus was never solved because her resistance caused my family to not take her. Don't blame them, I know she can be a hardass with that kinda stuff.

So ever since then I've just been dealing with this stress since I got back of seeing my mom, who thankfully is improving better but still it's going to take a while. I feel like this past week has been nothing but bs reminders how much shit sucks rn.

For starters, after I came back from AC my hotel overcharged me. Then later a few days, my credit card info was stolen and used online which thankfully was not spent before I cancelled it but regardless, great to look at. Third, I messed up a clients order with the wrong characters, on my only free day since I got back from AC. I'm so fucking stressed out and upset at myself. Feel like a goddamn moron.

So yes, my life has been completely excellent as of late. On top of moms issues being reminded my dads prostate cancer is still hitting him slowly with lots of chemo shots in him still not slowing it much either is fun. This year is fucking fantastic, and I hope I just fucking blank out for the rest of it cuz I'm just not fucking feeling it anymore at all man. Not at all.


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