Some days I am the most socially adept, suave, charismatic, smooth operator there is and then some days like today every word I write down or speak to someone else feels like I met a human 15 years ago, talked with them once, and then subsequently forgot how to have even a normal five word conversation, fuck me
"you're literally an author who writes books how are you this bad at speaking" is a thing I have said to myself
People have said my short stories deserved to be published, and that I have a masterful grip of language.
Every single comment or reply or ask or post I wrote today feels like an alien has its fingers into my brain meat trying to figure out english by sense of smell and it will make every person who sees it cringe so hard they die twice