Sighs Time for me to put the hat out again I guess, as the job market continues to suck, I seem unhireable, and the bills keep coming.
Short version? If I don't have help my March 8th, I'm staring not only at being at negative $280, it'll be a late credit card payment, and a late loan payment, which will add more fees for one, and bounce it back to full loan payments for failing to make a hardship payment on the other. Because the fucking penalty for being poor is of course hey let's make you even MORE GOD DAMN POOR!
deep breath
God damn it, maybe I should just say fuck it and go for bankruptcy, I don't know. You know, just fuck my scores and any chance of getting even a simple apartment on my own, not that i can afford it either anyway...
Yeah, just, help I guess? Anything?
Maybe I should take more time to beat my head against this, maybe I should just work on the ko-fi more, maybe I should just just bank on cam whoring, I'm just sick of begging, I'm tired of having to ask, I'm fed up with recorded video interviews and 84 question personality tests. I wish I could give up.... But I can't.... and yet....
Just, if you have something to spare I could use it, but more importantly, if anyone has any ideas on how to find a job, or knows anything hiring remote or in the AZ area, let me know?
If you have the means.
Dragonkat signing off.....