having normal thoughts about being a mostly organic-like robot. not visibly robotic, but absolutely so beneath the surface. some seams at most. you might say that's cowardice, but to me, the disguise of it, the duality of the Beneath The Surface aspect, is the big appeal,
I think being caught in an energy blast in combat and still fighting on despite patches of your internal frame being exposed and sparking and half an arm being blasted off, swinging an impossibly large sword single handed in defense of your beloved, with truly inexhaustible stamina to match your unstoppable determination as you push your battered frame to the absolute limit in devotion to the one you love, is like, uh, ah,,, awhhh,,, aeh,,,, really cool ithink
cishet romantic fantasies: i want to be swept off my feet by a rich guy
trans lesbian romantic fantasies: I want to be a devoted anthropomorphic dragon shaped robotic bodyguard taking impossibly powerful impact after impact to protect my beloved, slowly being worn down to my very internals of metal and wire to protect her and what she means to me and others
