my original goal for the month was pretty much ruined by the multi-day computer failure but one thing in the whole affair I wasn't prepared to confront was how hard it is for me to make a video about indie queer ttrpgs.
Not like those are bad things but my type of insight and analysis can struggle with some of the really fishknifey games, to the point where I've actually rejected a few games now because I can't say anything nice without sounding like I'm being condescending or repeating myself in the vein of 'check it out, maybe you could make something even if you think you can't.'