I looked at the things I was putting away from the cutlery holder, and saw that it was mostly spoons; some teaspoons, but not many knives and forks. I immediately felt a pang of stupid guilt, because I thought: This means I'm not preparing proper meals enough. Spoons are cereal and dessert and soup and stews, those aren't proper meals. I haven't been making fox enough meals that are sit down and eat with a knife and fork.
It pases, but it's still there in my head.
fuckin' stupid