Tanuki-Computing

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☙Mid twenties, 🇩🇪, White, Bi, Enby, English second language, autistic, actual Tanuki❧.


18+ Only☚. Will be horny on main.


If there’s a post of mine, that you think is missing a tag— don’t hesitate to ask 😊


Also running the account “SuperSonicoOfficial


Pfp sprites taken from here♥.
“Pathetic Man lover” blinkie by @CosmicRot
“Twink Lover” blinkie by @pdf
Xenia button taken from here
Button sources— 1, 2, 3, 4, 5

A red square. Xenia the Linux fox’s face is seen on the left, next to her is the text: “Powered by LINUX”A gif of a shark swimming quickly around a hamburger. The word “Borgor” is written at the topA red square with a smiling face on it. There’s text that says: “I’m gonna eat you”. The image is noticably compressed
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A black square with a red, blinking outline. Written in the center is: “EVIL AUTISM”
A pink square with a red, blinking outline. Written in the center is: “twink lover”
A gray square. On it is a skull and corssbones with the text: “Piracy Now!”A gray square. On it is the Quake logo spinning, with the text: “Get Quake Now!”A gray square. On it is a spinning cat face from the game Yume Nikki, and the text: “Dream Now!”A gray square. On it is the Copeland OS logo from Serial Experiments Lain, with the text: “copeland os Now!”
A gray square. On it is Hatsune Miku’s face, with the text: “Vocaloid Now!”A gray square. On it is Lilith, from the movie: “End of Evangelion”, with the text: “Third Impact Now!”A gray square. On it is a spinng floppy disk, with the text: “Pass the Shareware please”A gray square. On the right there’s an image of two connected computers, both having a heart on their screens. There’s also text that reads: “Sharing is caring... seed your torents!
A gray square. On it is a graphic of the letter E, with text that reads: “Eat me now!”A gray square. On it is a marijuana leaf, with the text: “Legalize now!”. The image is noticeably compressed.A gray square. On it is a German flag and the text: “This site contains German Blödsinn”.A gray square. On it is a rotating pentagram, to the left is the text: “Google Chrome is evil!”.
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Madotsuki from Yume Nikki, sitting in a field of white flowers. To the right of Madotsuki, the words Yume Nikki are written in hiragana.The words Death Grips, to the left is a figure in a white hoodie.A cat, with the word “Pingus” in the lower left.Bob from Animal Crossing spinning, a happy expression on his face. Next to him are the words: “Powered by Bob”.
A gif of Ralsei from Deltarune smokingA closeup of Lain, from Serial Experiments Lain’s eyes. A TV filter is put over the image.An animation of Kagamine Len rocking his head back and forth.Susie and Kirs from the game Deltarune. At the bottom text reads: “Kris, where tf are we?”
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⚠️This User has the kind of penis autism that causes delusions⚠️


mammonmachine
@mammonmachine

You know, speaking of the desire for attention, something I appreciate about Disco Elysium is that constantly belittling the protagonist works because, even if negatively, the world responds to you and what you do authentically and with detail. The attention you get is fulfilling even when at your expense. So many games heap suffocating praise on the player to convince you that you are important and special, but getting praised all the time no matter what you do feels like placation, not attention. Maybe that's why so many enjoy even meaningless or annoying ways to get the game to respond to them, like choices that go nowhere or NPCs that scold you for acting weird, the same way a misbehaving child acts out for attention. Maybe we should think of "immersion" as something more like the illusion of the world responding to you, which is just "attention" by another name.


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in reply to @mammonmachine's post:

me fully immersed in metal gear solid by making snake rapidly knock on the door to his jail cell to make johnny yell "shut up in there will ya! shut up! shut up! shut up in there will ya! shut up!" over and over again

YES huge agree. reminds me of with BG3 how players will go out their way to lick a dead spider multiple times just to see Gale basically go "what the FUCK are you doing". Or in stardew valley, if I go through a bin in front of an NPC they think I'm a weirdo for it. if I'm being annoying or weird or doing dumb shit in a game, I want the characters to notice.

This is what keeps me from replaying Mass Effect 1 and 3 (and 2, to a lesser extend, but 2 is my favourite part so it gets more slack) - everybody is praising Sheppard to high heavens while all he did was to win a single skirmish here and there, and occasionally be in a right place in a right time. It is suffocating, just as you said.