Some days, I'm like "I am a proud trans woman, and I'm not taking any of this shite." But 90% of the time or more that presentation of gender is an exhausting to wear mask I put on to deal with the world.
Other days woof is just 'am girl'. Much quieter and more relaxed. You know skirts are soft and swishy?
And yet other's it's more 'woof is just a woof'. What even is gender? Embrace creature! Is more restful anyway.
And, yep. There's a difference in my unconscious use of how I refer to myself between gender feels; and also sorta levels of comfort and exhaustion.