I continue to have weird mental blocks about posting on public discords. it always feels like intruding on people's existing communities

Just how many mistakes have you suffered on the way here? An uncountable number, I'm sure.
I continue to have weird mental blocks about posting on public discords. it always feels like intruding on people's existing communities
it doesn't help that there's like 1000 people in there and yet there's maybe 15 people who all know each other and talk about each others' lives and over share. like what an i gonna do, decide i'm better or more interesting than my 985 lurker cohorts