not particularly sure what's gotten into me today but I was just playing some BMS charts in beatoraja and, to quote myself: "[it was] like [i was] running on 15 gallons of adrenaline"
I kept hitting way earlier than I should and ended up increasing my scroll speed from 300 GN (which itself was down from 290 because I kept hitting slow before) down to 285 GN just to try and stay mostly on time, and generally felt like my reading capabilites had shot up dramatically but my actual execution felt really unstable (hitting fast but not always on the right key, substantially more accidental doubletaps, etc.). also i felt like I was gonna die like the entire time. that part was less nice.