tbh i think one of the worst parts of adhd (and autism too tbh) is that even talking to my loved ones, my friends, honestly just anyone, is an extremely uphill battle and i rarely have the willpower to manage it >.<;; here's hoping i can snag that diagnosis and meds because GOOD GOD i'm tired of this constant "i want to do this but my brain literally refuses to do it because it is just a tiny bit of effort"
