Feeling bad that i'm not drawing for myself as much as i want, i've been solely focused on work as of late while still dealing with a burnout, and i feel too guilty if i try to draw for myself while i have so much work on my plate still
This ain't no apology for 'not giving enough content here', and more of a apology to myself to not give myself a proper time to enjoy my craft, build on my own ideas, my own tastes, losing a sense of self
I am planning a break, saving money to do do it comfortably, but it's months from now, so at best i can only hope to balance my work well enough to have a few days for myself, but it's hard
I promised myself that i'd do streams weekly so i can enjoy myself, but i felt like i couldn't because i didn't met a quota of commissions done
I hope i can get out of this slump
And yes, anon that suggested the Stardust and Axle idea, i'm still gonna do that
