A weird thing that I don't think I feel good about necessarily is that I am way funnier in English than in my native language, and I think that's down to very different socialization environments

Norwegian is the irl language and my native language, which means that's it the weird kid who never fit in anywhere and was always socially insecure that got socialized with that, whereas English is online where those sorta barriers don't exist as readily or in the same way so i learned to be more funny and felt safer with that

I'm not happy about this situation but I guess I've landed a good sense of humor out of it and that's at least something?