I need u to stop doing the whole "any testosterone is poison" meme/anxiety thing, and not even because it hurts trans people on a primarily testosterone endocrine stack (though this is a Pretty Good Reason too. but that's been litigated to death already)
especially when fully suppressed T makes physical therapy much much less effective, and T that gets you to the low average cis female range along with high enough estradiol and progesterone doesn't actually cause issues here?
the dirty secret is ovaries also produce testosterone, it's a precursor to other hormones.
most of the "T is poison" talk I see comes from baby transes, and unfortunately that isn't likely to ever stop because every new trans cohort has to go through the same education all over again
if only this kind of stuff just came with the copy of the gay agenda u get when u come out
it isn't helped by the fact that trans and queer spaces tend to have a disproportionate percentage of active members who are newly out, because that's who needs the most community support, but then there's also less opportunity to learn from queer elders