I don't know how everyone just. has a fursona, fursona design is so hard
you make something and you think they might be good but then you see something that makes you be like "wait maybe I want to be something more like that" and it is .5 seconds after you start getting a ref commissioned that you start being like "y"know I should play with her colors more" and just AUGH
this is why having a ref sheet is impossible if you aren't an artist