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26 | Dork | Lots of rambling here! about internet life, furry stuff, being pink and round, games, and more!
Maybe it's burnout? I can only take guesses, a number of things can cause one to dislike something they used to enjoy.
I wish I had an easy fix, or the right words to say to make things better or to encourage you somehow, all I can really do is say, do whatever you need. Take a break from Vixie, experiment, maybe even take a break from socials to spend time practicing self care. I hope you feel better, and for what it's worth I wish you the very best, however you go forward.