i love being a writer, nothing makes me feel dumber and smarter and lazier and more productive all at once
none of what i'm working on has the benefit of Writer's Fugue (disappear for an afternoon and show up hours later with a completed work) so i'm just hacking away at "horny snakelady cnc vore" and "pushy rich sub divorcee invites former hero to film cuck porn to send to her not-quite-ex-husband" and some days i put down 0 words and some days i put down 10 words and some days, like today, i put down 300 and go "damn, lookit me go!"