There has been this one stalker that persisted despite how much I don't like them, whom I decided to give a chance figuring that once they got what they wanted they'd leave me alone. Proceeds to talk to me regularly, often in ways that leave me feeling frustrated and insulted because they're big into vore, and have this idea they can make me into it as well.
I can't remember how I came about asking them, but I said something to the effect of "Have I never told you to leave me alone?" and them despite how obvious I thought my suffering was, said that they didn't take it as leaving me permanently alone.
So my brain is just kind of broken over that, because I have no idea if had I been firmer in saying I don't want them around and want them to leave me alone forever they would've done so. I just feel utterly defeated because this person has caused me a lot of heartache by always being on my case. I gave them a chance, and tried my best to like them, but that never worked, they've always skeeved me out and I just want them to leave, but it just makes it all feel like it was my fault all along they didn't.
