Being a JP media enjoyer is living in a state of nervous sweating while standing atop a melting ice sheet over a lake; it is embracing Saya no Uta's titular heroine, it is kissing original sin, it is sinking into internal contradictions heightened by social media schizophrenia

I'll oftentimes think about branching out to calmer* pastures, into the litfic, into genre books, into cinema, into becoming Truly Cultured. This never happens. I will be in the world's most beautiful imaginative slum until the day I die