As much as it has its downsides, sometimes I wish I had infinite energy to just draw, like, whatever.
Social insecurities, outside life, procrastination and Sonic robo-blasting all are just, "hey, you should focus on me more instead of whatever scribbles you have"
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You know what? Sometimes I feel like with all the times I just post my frustrations, part of me feels like some people would just leave me. They want to see my art, not see a completely broken person, and even then I feel so obscure... What am I doing wrong?