I wonder if I should keep posting my thoughts about my feelings, I know my sibling is reading those, and perhaps other family members as well. It's easier to tell them through Cohost because unlike PM where I would be directly soliciting them, here I can passively communicate, they'll read this only if they wish to. I feel less like a burden that way. Maybe that enough of a reason to keep at it.
The thing is that I don't want to act in a self-centered manner. Rationally: people online couldn't care less about me let alone how I feel. Making those kind of posts would come off as useless at best, narcissistic and lonely at worse.
But maybe thoses posts can resonate with someone else. On the off chance of me posting my feelings being helpful in the slightest to someone like how others doing the same has helped me before, it's enough of a reason to keep doing it, right?
(But then again, isn't thinking that my mess might be of any use to anyone narcissistic/presumptuous in a way?)
(Or maybe I'm a bit harsh on myself and I don't really need a reasons to keep posting my reflections anyway.)
