For the past few years, I've been avoiding stepping outside of my house except for when it's a necessity. Tonight I have a pretty late schedule appointment; Once over, I'll have to go back home during nighttime.
Usually I would go straight back to where I live, but now that said appointment is over, I'm weirdly not doing so.
I've been looking at close shops and dark alleys for 20 minutes. It doesn't really feel good, but definitely not bad either. I'm rediscovering the fact that I can be outside not only because I'm obligated to be so, without it being only walking from point A to B.
It feel weird, really weird, everything as felt weird for the past few days.
But I'm somewhat okay, the air feel cold and the world is moving around me, I had forgotten what it felt like.
I'm going home now.