This isn't much but it's all I managed to make without getting irrationally angry at myself.
It's now been six month since I started drawing daily, and I just feel lost.
I don't know if I improved nor learned anything, i don't feel like I did. It all seems purposeless.
I'll feel better tomorrow maybe, or next week, or next month, or next year. I know I have to stick around until I do, even though I want nothing else than for the pain to stop now.
Sorry for being so gloomy, I feel a bit better not keeping all of this to myself. Please don't worry about me.