WindshymeArt

Capitalism has rotted my mind

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I want to draw something everyday of 2024



Since picking up drawing once again, I've been a lot more attentive of my surroundings. I was on a train today and I kept noticing everyone's hands. It made me want to draw some for today.
It's been two months since I've started drawing daily. I'm not sure if I have anything special to say for reaching this milestone. I just hope I'm putting in enough efforts and that I'm actually improving, I guess.



Waking up today felt awful, I felt so distressed. The day ended up getting better though. I tried to draw something more rough today, looking back on it now there so much I would like to correct, but it feel nice to allow myself to "fail" a little instead.
I used up all of my eraser, I have another one but it leave smudges. I'll have to buy a new one.



Drawing everyday has been a source of pressure lately, I can't seem to relax, I constantly feel uneasy until I finish my daily drawing. I need to find a way for it to feel less like a burden, especially because it's so much fun once I actually start drawing.
Today's result is less polished than usual; I wish I did something better, but I need to let go of my standards before they suffocate me. I don't like the fact that this conclusion seem to be at odd with yesterday's one.