Windshyme

More hand studies, I can definitely tell the difference in mood between my first hand study 7 months ago and now that I'm giving it another go. I'm ever so slightly anchoring bits of knowledge into my muscles, It's funny to me that I can improve without fully consciously understanding what I'm doing better. It's a weird but nice feeling.

Some more studies, I'm starting to understand a bit more how things work, it's very slow but I think I can feel it!
Though I should probably take some breaks, it can feel quite tedious at time and taking a step back once in while probably would help me feel a bit less overwhelmed.

Feeling sick, stressed and exhausted, my all day long cleaning frenzy while barely eating really didn't do me any good, I gotta learn how to take care of myself.
Thank you so much for your comments on the previous post, I really appreciate it, it mean so much to me. I'll respond once I'm able to think properly again.
Here's a hand study for tonight.

Started drawing on the table sets and didn't stop. Even though I remained calm, it feels wrong. I feel like I'm not thinking about my lines, drawing everything in a haste, I'm not aware of volumes, shapes, shadows, composition... It's just that I haven't been able to handle anything lately and drawing is one more place where my inability show up. I hate it.