it's probably because i've been asleep.
i actually hate when my sleep hits this kind of cycle - I've been sleeping like 15+ hours a day for the last week and not once have I felt like I slept enough. I've cancelled two streams this week because I didn't have the energy or focus, and I've had exactly one burst of energy since Friday, in which I managed to edit a feedback form for a tournament before crashing again.
I just want to feel like I'm in control of my own actions instead of passing out every time I even think about doing anything fun or productive ;-;