just double-checked how much money I'm likely to get in the next month, and how much I'll need to spend on medication, rent, bills, therapy... and I have £30 left for food. oh.
like, I'm looking at ways to try and make those essentials cost a little less, but that means a lot of research and pushing myself past anxiety to get information, and that becomes far more daunting when it's under an immense amount of time pressure. >.<;
