God why do I gotta live in the middle of fucking nowhere. I wish I was back in the city, I could at least entertain the idea of going to a kink club or gay bar or something like that even if I never went through with it. But out here, I got nothing. Just Grindr I guess, with the closest person being some 40 yo man who lives 30 miles away being my best bet (exaggeration, but it still ain't great).

