In which I use this funny title to talk about transformation and its themes in art
Full Disclaimer: I’m not an art historian nor a psychiatrist. All I say is my own conjecture and opinion based on what I know and have experienced. If you are any of those, please drop a comment! I’d love to hear your thoughts on the matter!
I first read Franz Kafka’s “The Metamorphosis” back when I was 18. At the time I had just started to live on my own and had begun to feel more comfortable with a lot of things surrounding myself. Being a furry, being “gay” (oh you poor summer child), and in general a weirdo.
So I sit down and start browsing the web for “Books About Transformation”. It had always been a subject I enjoyed tremendously, ever since a kid the idea of a person turning into something else had lived rent-free in my brain. (I blame the Aladdin TV Show. There’s an episode where Jasmine gets turned into a snake and… listen that changed my brain chemistry when I was a little grub)
So I go and start looking for REAL literature written by REAL writers. It was a sort of way to try and validate my obsession with the thematic. No shade to all the furry artists whose work I’d enjoyed reading and looking… But to a silly young adult (moth) it didn’t feel like “real art”. Just, you know, kink material.
And so, oh boy oh boy, I find “The Metamorphosis” as presented with the blurb “Story about a man who finds himself turned into a large insect.”. Yeah THIS IS WHAT I WANT, LET’S GOOO
Reminds me of the short story collection "Everyone on the moon is essential personnel" by Julian K. Jarboe. There is a story in it called "I am a beautiful bug!" which is about someone who chooses to turn into a bug. They even use the Metamorphosis as a reference to what they want their form to be like.
And yeah i would like to see more transformation in a positive light. I do have a decent collection of stories and art in that direction that i found at some point or another, but more is always nice.