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This means that in the small, older lecture hall of approximately 100 students (where the professor never masks and always closes all the doors to make the ventilation worse), there will statistically be four people sharing their killer germs with the rest of us for an hour straight. I have to be in this room, twice a week. It's my job.

I just feel so defeated and depressed, but also filled with rage. I need more people to leave the denial stage of pandemic grief and join me in the Rage Stage.


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My husband also has immune issues and our whole household already had Covid once back in October/November. Since then my husband's Crohn's symptoms have intensified. He's currently too sick to work. As for me, I feel like it permanently made me stupider and for about a month afterwards I had really elevated levels of suicidal ideation and all my other regular depression symptoms intensified as well. I'm doing a bit better this month, and I am really trying my best not to get reinfected but it's not easy when everyone else is obviously suicidal as well (I can't think of another reason why so many people are carelessly getting this disease, other than that they want to die a horrific death). At least I used some of my Christmas funds to buy the big sampler box from DonateMask.ca so I have more good masks on hand. I'm doing what I can. ๐Ÿ˜”

very sorry yall caught it, i work outside year round already anyways and my kid is homeschooled so our exposure is low and weve managed to dodge it so far, we are homebodies anyways so the only place i go inside anymore are stores

I know a few other people who have avoided catching it even once and I'm relieved for you all. Unfortunately, everyone in my household was attending school full time and/or working as teachers for a good portion of last year and so exposure seemed inevitable with everyone else in the province going lax with public health guidelines. Feels like I'm in a crowd of people sleepwalking off a cliff except I have the pleasure of being awake and horrifyingly aware of what's happening. My little legs are still taking me to that precipice regardless!!

Anyway, thanks for giving me an opportunity to vent in the comments, kind stranger. Apologies about being grim.

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