having an oral fixation is so fucking embarrassing actually like. it shouldn't be!! but it's such a small thing that does so much that it feels that way, especially combined with other seemingly small things like having a thing for hands,,, i just be going on with my day then bam. daydreaming about kissing my partners, about sucking on their fingers, about watching them use their mouth, about being covered in hickeys and teeth marks. and i stay stunlocked like that for hours. it's embarrassing!!!
