pressure makes me feel (my glamour of our youth character)

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pressure makes me feel (my glamour of our youth character)
(shadow strikes me as a coffee-librarian vibe of touhou girl)
the drawing is actually compensation, because i'm not familiar enough with the series to give a confident and meaningful answer (when i first tried to get into it, i couldn't due to Skill Issue, so the only game i more or less know is..... Scarlet Weather Rhapsody lol. but i've been growing more curious again lately so maybe it's time to give it another try!!).
i read up on / looked up footage of some spell cards, but there are so many that it's going to take forever before i actually land on something fitting. so i'm going to just make stuff up (apologies in advance)
Light for Ruination "Resurrection of the Moonlit Tears" — the particles spread from shadow in growing circles, then freeze in place and roll back, retracing their previous path.
Proof of Punishment "Bullets From the Stars" — multiple line-shaped streams fly into the screen from the edges to intersect in a single point, repeatedly.
Reclaimed Existence: Vow for the Eternal Darkness — cats and flowers chaotically fill the screen.
(the titles are of course heavily inspired by the ShTH 2005 library sequences, some of them are very touhouesque i think)
we released a shirt and some stickers and a mug based on the episode, with excellent art from @ahcoffeebeans
you can find it all at FriendsattheTable.shop
we tried not to link it for a few days because of the spoilery aspect of the art but.. we want to link it.
hey, that's me!! I had a blast working on this, and I hope you enjoy the merch as much as I enjoyed making the design!
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