are you ever just emotionally prepared for something and then it just, doesn't
cause like,, huhhggh
perfect time for an Website Break though! the puppy arc continues after this short Break, by the way, i have no idea what i'm doing
nice! okay
what's good about showers is they give you a lot of time to process emotions and thoughts, very soothing too,,
I can't believe i got april fooled by a site by thinking it was gonna stop being blue after 24 hours
the main reason this plot twist devastated me so hard was,, um, weirdly convoluted but i got it figured out
apparently one of my justifications for doing this event thing was "well if people find it extremely annoying (like they probably will(???)), at least it's only one day long, i'm sure they can just wait it out"
hahaha,,,hhm, yeah, ohgodimsosorry aaaa
another thing i was kinda relying on the ambiguity around april fools to just, say things, so if i ended up regretting sharing it later i could just be like "hah but it was the april day!!! it wasn't even!!!!!!"
i considered just ignoring the blue since april 1st has basically passed now, but,, i guess i'm kinda committed to the bit? this blue color is too compelling, these Numbers™ are too big, i simply Must!! plus when else am i gonna get the chance to type without thinking??? something i don't do often! ,,,thinking!
so um. yyea?h?? yeah