normal social anxiety dream: oh shit I didn't study for the test and also I forgot to put on any clothes
my fucking gremlin-ass brain: giving a hello hug to my aroace bestie who I love so much I trained myself to express love differently for their benefit in particular and they were like "oh hey let's just put that away" and that's how I learn my dick has fallen out and is partly erect and they just calmly pulled my underwear up with no further comment and there's another half hour of dreams with a vague theme of "visit goes poorly" but that one has left me viscerally ashamed an hour after waking up, like what the fuck brain, you know full well I don't even want that anatomy, fuck you entirely for doubling it up with a predatory betrayal of trust scenario, it's fucked me up to the point of profane ramblechosting, not cool brain, seriously not cool
