alloyed

listening to hawaii part ii again while drawing and its like a direct chemical injection into my brain neurons. this album is still an adventure, like a stage play with a rocky start but cheerful end. a good way to say goodbye to cohost.

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there are a bunch of regular faces that we notice in our notifs, and some of these guys have been in there since the beginning of my time on cohost. its something that i never really took note of until it was announced that this website is shutting down. thats when we realized how much you guys mattered to us.

i wouldnt say that i have a relationship with a single person from here whatsoever, but its the simple act of just kinda, being there, taht really hits with us. some of you fuckers have been sticking around listening to my bullshit for a WHILE and just kinda, still sticking around anyways. even if i did weird shit, or said some fucked up things. i had frequently used cohost as an emotional outlet, which wasnt really something i LIKED to do. thats what some of you people were here for tho. the real me. not a faximile of my own image created for publicity.

its here on cohost where i really had the space to figure myself out. the past 2 years have been a wild ride, and i've changed a lot since then. i've become comfortable with the idea of who i am. i've learned how to express a more true form of myself. i've learned how to wade through the unknown to get to something better. the journey here has been scary, but its ultimately something i would never want to get rid of.

i may have had to sip on some of that baja blast you gave me variscite. tonight has been rough.

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i dedicate this sketch page to those faces that i will forever miss from cohost.

featuring @nascar, @DAITENKEN, @alloyed, @two, @hazelpiney, @caliclommatus, @variscite, @postgarf, @futureroadkill, @pivot, @chucanery, @sudo-eatpant, and @ebu

if you are not on this page, then that means i simply ran out of time. i still love you the same.

thank you for sticking around and putting up with us guys <3

- silver & co.