I feel like I've been very up and down lately, like my hair has been coming back at a pretty good clip and that's cool. And my body hair is getting more patchy which is also cool. But also just had some real bad disassociation last night and like felt way off and was like afraid to look in the mirror? but not for like disphoria reasons, like I felt like not me. Just kinda weirdly empty. And I slept and was okay? It was kinda scary but I don't know what caused it or if it's like a thing to worry about? Maybe I just need to sleep more. But I sleep so much already. It's probably a hormone thing. I feel all over the place.
