Alphadeus

From the album Ad Lib Volume 6, Part 2. I absolutely love the sound of this song. The lead instrument is really cool. Each note plays a chord instead of a single note. So that neat intro you hear is me just punching in one note at a time. It's so cool and fascinating to me. I wish the instrument (Massive X from Native Instruments) had more chord-like instruments.

It also does a bit of vibrato when you hold the note down, which you can kind of hear in what I guess would be considered the chorus/second part.

This is the kind of music I love to write. Fast tempo, even faster melodies, preferably a chiptune lead. I don't think I've written a song like this in a long while. I don't know if it's actually listenable :P But I more or less wrote this one for myself to enjoy.

I hate that my mind constantly alternates between "I wish more people listened to my music" and "if too many people are listening, I should disappear". I don't know what the exact amount of people I would want to listen to my music would be. I don't want to make a living off my music, because then it becomes a job.

I guess I just want to experience what it's like to be noticed by a bunch of people. That's one of the reasons I created Songs for Gamers/ANTHEMS. I was hoping that by writing music for 20-30 people at a time, I would make more friends, and there would be more interest in my music. And there was, kinda.

But most of the people I wrote music for have moved on to other sites, or who knows what happened to them. I've always been around in some form since maybe 2010 or so. I sometimes feel like I'm overstaying my welcome, but it probably hasn't come to that.

I'd just like more attention, not just to my music. I'm not afraid to admit I'm a bit of an attention-seeker, but the way I figure, is whenever someone types or says something, they're looking for some sort of attention, otherwise why would they type/say it?

How's your day going?