Alphadeus

Had a dream where I was in the dining room of the house we rent, looking at the living room where my gf was on the couch. I stood up in the dream and immediately fell back in the chair, lost the ability to move (slumped forward) and "died", seeing a flash of white light and accepting my fate. It was kinda wild.

I almost never have dreams that take place in this house. Most of them still take place in the brooklyn apartment I grew up in. Some take place in houses my mind creates.

Just wanted to share. It's interesting how in some dreams I lose the ability to move for one reason or another.

Probably one of my sadder songs. From the album "Sadness", which contained songs of a bunch of emotions.

I owned this game when I was a kid. It was hard as balls. I had learned somehow that you could put game CDs (I used PSX and Sega CD) in a music CD player and sometimes you'd get the music for the game (Don't listen to track 1, data track). I remember trying a bunch of games, and this soundtrack stands as one of the best Sega CD soundtracks I ever heard.

Written for the album "Magic Coins Gold Volume 1". It's possible there will never be a Volume 2 or 3, because this album bombed so hard that it destroyed my desire to complete the soundtrack. The music is top notch though. This song uses one of my many "Zars" Leitmotifs. Bits of music I wrote for my father after he died.