today i am feeling actually proud of myself, which is a rarity. i tend to downplay the things i do artistically. ive written over 1 million words of unashamedly lesbian, communist, genderweird military science fiction, and it is unashamedly me and unique to me. the hours ive committed bear fruit when so many people have told me how much they enjoy it and look forward to each installment. and i am still doing it, through illness and hardship. today i feel like saying without reservations that you need to read unjust depths.