I'm pretty sure this project (addlebrane) will come to an end after I have enough material for a full second album. But I don't really know what to do next with my life. This is the activity that's been getting me through a grueling, indefinite period, trying to pull myself back up into the realm of functioning. I don't know what to do after it. I don't know if there is an "after" that I can reach. I had 30 years of gradually worsening health, punctuated by three acute events. Then a period that was hopefully rock bottom, and now a very, very slow uptick. I don't like having this much uncertainty that is out of my control, but directly affects me and my future.
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