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Mentat-Emulator
@Mentat-Emulator

When I first came out, I didn't think I really experienced dysphoria. It was part of the reason I had always told myself I was definitely not trans. I mean sure, there were things about my body I super didn't like. But that's just... normal, right? When you're born ugly and gross, it's only natural to be mildly revolted by your own body. To mourn the beauty you will never have. Isn't it? Surely.

At some point after starting my transition, I had the realization that I had been experiencing dysphoria for my entire adult life. The thought of, for instance, letting my chest hair grow out again filled me with such disgust, it couldn't be anything but dysphoria. But I could only know that because I had taken the step of shaving off my chest hair, and eventually lasering the shit out of it. Experiencing the absence of chest hair made me realize how much I had been suffering, back when I didn't dare to do such a thing.

I wish it was easier to communicate these things to people like my old self. People convinced they couldn't possibly transition, despite wanting it deep down, because they're just the "normal" amount of dissatisfied with their own body. Any amount of dissatisfaction is enough. As many others have said, transition is about seeking joy, about changing yourself in ways that make you happy. Being utterly miserable isn't a prerequisite for that. And sometimes, the joy helps you realize that you were kind of miserable before.

You can be beautiful. Yes, you! You can enjoy your own body, maybe for the first time! Take any step at all, no matter how minor, and feel the joy it brings you. Do it just for you.


LeahPlease
@LeahPlease

Literally I used to think "Of course I don't like my face or body, I like girls so why would I find myself - definitely a guy - attractive? That's normal right, that's just how every totally straight guy is? ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯" Nah fuck that. I'm a girl and I'm pretty as hell.


evergreen-femme
@evergreen-femme

“ When you're born ugly and gross, it's only natural to be mildly revolted by your own body.”

this is fully how i thought of myself until i was in my
mid-late 20s and i never questioned it, it was just ‘oh i’m a hideous waste of space, just like how i’ve always been.’ if it wasn’t for seeing peoples’ transition timelines i would have gone on living like that until i killed myself lol

but nope. that was just dysphoria.


androidGirlthing
@androidGirlthing

i was born with a benignly disfigured ribcage, its called pigeon chest, it just makes my ribs jut out in the middle a bit, and for the longest time i thought i hated showing my chest because of that. after i had my girl epiphany i realized i could not care less about slightly misshaped ribs (i dont think anyone has ever noticed unless i pointed it out). it was always that i was missing boobs.


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in reply to @Mentat-Emulator's post:

Late but responding since someone rechosted, definitely agree with this. Plus for me the inverse was sort of the indicator.. like femboy/nonbinary characters were always this sort of Radiant Amazing Thing to me but because I didnt have consistent dysphoria i was like "well, its ok if im not doing that sort of thing yet, I can put it off another year" then I ended up having mental problems because of it. Talked about that sort of thing more here https://cohost.org/Mightfo/post/2576959-beating-gender-insec

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