god. I wish I knew how to focus on programming and actually start to make things.
like, loops and conditionals and variables and arrays... that's all stuff that makes sense to me, as concepts. they make sense.
but just staring at any given IDE and having to constantly tab back and forth to and from the reference material and type all this syntax... it causes my brain to just shut off. and the fact that I have to just do that for hours and hours to make games... arrrrgh I'll never get where I need to go. how do people do it... I just don't get it, I feel like a failure and like I'll never achieve my dreams