the only bad thing about how i’ve set my life up is that i am overwhelmed with how happy i am about bottom surgery but unable to tell anyone i know anything about it because the whole goddamn point was to make myself unidentifiable?
it’s probably for the best (my understanding of what is or isn’t appropriate to share is nonexistent so who knows how uncomfortable i’d make people if every time i felt this way if i could talk about it explicitly), but it is frustrating because all i want to do is shout from the rooftops how grateful i am to have [redacted]
