spend so long feeling like im dead now. already did my life, just kinda here now. but ive been feeling this way for 4 years, and every year i look back on the last year thinking "damn, i wish i could go back to that, that was so great". its not really that things are getting worse i guess. i felt this way even about the years behind me that were truly almost deadly. but my head is stuck in the past so much i sometimes don't know how to look at whats going on now. ive caught myself thinking "damn remember when i talked to some cute nerd? i wish i could do that again", or "it'd be so cool to make music again like i used to", in the middle of doing exactly those things. what a strange feeling.
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in reply to @artemis's post:
sorry, this is because we've been looping 2020 (0), it should get beter soon
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