spend so long feeling like im dead now. already did my life, just kinda here now. but ive been feeling this way for 4 years, and every year i look back on the last year thinking "damn, i wish i could go back to that, that was so great". its not really that things are getting worse i guess. i felt this way even about the years behind me that were truly almost deadly. but my head is stuck in the past so much i sometimes don't know how to look at whats going on now. ive caught myself thinking "damn remember when i talked to some cute nerd? i wish i could do that again", or "it'd be so cool to make music again like i used to", in the middle of doing exactly those things. what a strange feeling.
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In the world of the digital, many of us have been tricked into thinking that something only needs to be said once. If someone has stated something, then stating it again is noise. Provides no purpose. Does not benefit anyone. The extension of this follows: I should not write something, on the off-chance that someone else whom I don't even know about has already written it, perhaps better. The fear of being more incomplete than an imagined other-expert. But an utter void of information is more incomplete than your works will be, and there is value in saying what has been said.
been sitting on this for awhile but havent felt like turning it into anything longer so have this demo. I like the strange timbres you can convince LSDJ to get out of the pulse channels if you ask right
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