i wish horror stuff didn't mess me up so much. i love horror stories, they're so rich and multifaceted, but my brain interiorizes stimuli really easily, especially when it's something unsettling or disturbing. so i find it difficult to take in horror outside of small doses.
i just wish my neurosis wouldn't take advantage of my processing something troubling by inventing creepy sounds and flickers of movement in the shadows to make me think i'm unsafe in my own home. this shit is so unfun...
