been trying to get out more while the weather is still clear, and i think last week was the first time i ever left my home for a walk or something without wearing some kind of coat. the breeze felt really nice on my arms. this whole thing still scares me, but i don't think i could have ever considered just being who i want to be in public before all this. it's nice not to hide anymore, not to feel i need so much of that safety anymore...
